hurt heart

well..
not da time now..
by da time being i'm crazy between their love life
i already give way for them
why is't so hurt to understand me?
i want da space for myself
no jr
no romeo
no bs
not them
i'm confius..
my focus in on da way..
no other things
except my mum happiness
i hate to make her cry..
her tears killed me deep inside..
why it must be like this..
i'm not da one who say hye..
i'm juz da one who reply a'hi'..
i'm sick..
i need ayah...


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