laugh.

im just .

hmm.

it just me. maybe it is nothing. you are laughing.. 

sigh.

does it hurt you? i dont know..hmm..

wanna know something? 

it just me who love to share. i want to make sure you are the first one to know, first 1 to hear,first 1.. ntah.

but im not happy with this feeling. im going to make it rain i guess. cant you see how much you mean for me. 

im telling you. im sharing it with you but seems like you dont like it. i should expect it am i?

im typing an entry.this entry while my heart..there's something going on inside here. mad?frust? why should i right?:) 

 but still..im laughing with others. friends,mates. they don't have to know. 

i have no intention to hurt you. hurting you is hurting myself either. hurting other just not my style. i make it clear. 

move on. i'm taken.

maybe i am silly,dumb about that heart-analyse-personality-problem solving. yet alhamdulillah i'm not making any double play.

"sometimes,things are better left unsaid."-so damn true. 

lesson learnt~

love,

manjeayah